Category Archives: asexuality

Love That Is Unbreakable

I have a problem with love and with the way it is depicted in the media. Or rather with it on the television. Maybe I just have a problem because I want love? Perhaps it is because nobody loves me? … Continue reading

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Leper! Unclean!

I am the human equivalent of a wet wipe in that I am often flushed away when people are done with me. Am I being harsh on myself. Perhaps but I think I have just cause to think this. Finding … Continue reading

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Unlovable Me

I am tired of having my heart broken. Is it too much to ask to find the one person whom I am meant to spend the rest of my life with? Maybe I am unlovable. That has to be the … Continue reading

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Don’t Touch Me

I don’t like to be touched. I can’t say why or when this started but it has been something that I have lived with for twenty or more years since I was 12/13. When I say I don’t like to … Continue reading

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Out of the Closet, Into the Fire

For a long time, I never revealed my sexuality. Not because I was ashamed but because, quite frankly, it was nobody’s business. I am puzzled as to why so many people want to come out. Why? It doesn’t matter. “I’m … Continue reading

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