Avoidance/Resumption

I avoid people.

Especially people I know.

I also avoid people I don’t know but that is not the focus of this blog.

If I see somebody I know, I have been known to duck into alleys, turn around and walk away, cross the street and on one occasion run screaming into oncoming traffic. That last one is a joke. See how funny I am?

Ahem, anyway, I do this and there is no good reason for doing so. I just do not want to meet up with people I once knew. Or currently know. This isn’t a blanket rule by the way, just a general rule.

I have always been like this, I think. When I work, I don’t socialize with my colleagues. Once I am out the door, that is it. I walk off with backwards looks. I made excuses not to attend Christmas parties, birthday parties, funerals etc. There are people at work who consider themselves my friends; they aren’t. It was the same with school, college, and university.

I am shunning human company I realise but it is not like I wish to be alone, I just do not want to spend my time with people who think they know me. Erm, yeah.

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About greebohobbes

All-round irritant, expert swordsman (loves lopping off the heads of ghouls), professional charlatan and outrageous wearer of black cocktail dresses...
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