It looks like we are in for another five years of Conservative rule in the United Kingdom.
As such, I am not sure that I can stand it. I managed to survive their previous five years. By the skin of my teeth. I am not sure that I can or want to survive the next five years.
Never have I felt this need, this want, to simply not be here.
I have talked about suicide in the past, and I am not talking about it here as such. I have no desire to take my own life. I just can’t be here any longer.
The thought of being here fills me with dread. I am frightened and alone.
I don’t want this. I can’t have this. The next five years will kill me one way or the other.
Goodbye happiness, hello loneliness.
My dreams and hopes are gone.